on the internet i say i don’t hate people
you says you hate people a lot more than i do
i am alone at a restaurant
everyone is talking
i feel detached and serious
because that is how i feel when i am around people
i hear you say that you hate people
and i do too but it is because i need them to survive
and i have no control
then you are standing on the path talking
i move very close to you
i hug you a little while you are telling me something
you pat my head and say, ‘i know’ and throw something in the trash
i look you in the eyes
i say i always look people in the eyes now
you ask why
i say so people can see the weakness is my eyes
the next night at four in the morning
i remember when you threw something in the trash and i relate a little
The moment when you forgot that you were watching porn and look up at your screen.
Late night Simpsons with Mark and my roommate Leo.
Since I have a new phone I made an instragram. My username is gothproblemz.
Found this super old picture of me with blonde hair. Doesn’t look as bad as I remember.